You are going to want to give up. Just don’t.
-asthinasafeather
I don’t know how much consolation it is for the family, but at least the NYPD got all the gang members who were involved in the horrific murder of 15 y.o. Lesandro Guzman-Feliz rip. My heart goes out to him and his family. It’s unbearable watching the store tapes where he went for help and was denied. I love my city but sometimes you just have to hang your head. This violence needs to end. RIP #justiceforjunior

he stood outside
in the pouring rain
gazing at her
through the store front window
as the hurried crowd
rumbled by
hoping
she
would turn to look
praying she would not
to again look
at the man
who she
had pledged
undying love
too many dreams
had past
for both of them
still
for a moment
it was all brand new
again
he felt like a child
wishing
for something
from a distance
something
that at one time
was sweet
and fragrant
as a day
in spring
but
just as quick
as the glance
the crumpled old man shivering
from the cold rain
turned
ambling down the sidewalk
knowing
the sweet
became the bitter
as the spring
became the winter
of their lives…
jS
winter
“rawness is so attractive, because so much is being filtered nowadays.”
— Scottie Waves
“Come sleep with me: We won’t make Love,Love will make us.”
— Julio Cortázar (via coral)

I put on my sunglasses, to hide my swollen eyes, over my tears. I cried all my makeup off. Went inside to have a milkshake. I don’t know why. I wanted something to drink as I figured out what I would do. I got a soda and a milkshake. Medium. The cashier looked at me and with a line around the corner of the counter he rushed away from the counter “Hold on “ he yelled to a coworker.
I filled my soda and went back and saw him looking all over. I go up and he gets close and says “I made it a large”.
That was seriously enough for me not to do it. His kindness. Someone went out of their way and as I went back in my car to cry I realized I could muster through a few other days. A few more weeks. Then I came down from that panicky high of anxiety, depression, and pain. I finished my shake. And it was enough time to let me feel better. I… I’m alive. I’ll make it through.
Try and be nice today. Tomorrow. Something as much as a smile. It helped so much.
Thank you man at McDonalds.
The milkshake saved my life
I hope you all can read this and remember to be kind
The smallest of gestures can save a life. My Mum answered her phone when I called and I am alive today because of that.
I’m glad you’re here.
It’s a phone call, a milkshake, a friend.
I feel like I shouldn’t keep reblogging this but when I do more people see what kindness can do…. I don’t know. Love everyone as yourself.
Nah, keep rebloging it. It gives hope.
walked sobbing around a city once wearing a summer dress in mid-september thunder and rain. basically dragged myself into LUSH as the smell of the store always made me smile. the shop was empty and dead due to the weather, just this blonde short woman behind the counter who smiled at me. i stared at her feet and asked ‘do you have anything for people who are scared a lot?’ (i was so out of it i had no clue). she showed me two bath bombs, one pink and one blue, and said both were good - i chose the pink, paid for it and left. i then sat at a bus stop clutching the LUSH bag in one arm and my prescription meds in the other - i’d lied and ordered a refill so i could just drift away with sleeping pills. when the bus arrived and i was out of the rain, i decided to have another look at my bath bomb, smell it and what not. opened my bag and saw she’d put the blue one in there for me as well and written on the receipt ‘feel better soon :) hope you like x’.
no one had ever been so selflessly kind to me before, i didn’t know what to do with it except hang around long enough to use the other bath bomb.
Actually I’m going to reblog this again because of the truth of the inverse: think of any time you have been casually cruel or petty to someone for humor or because you weren’t in a great mood.
The power of small gestures goes both ways.